CRAZY

CRAZY

I just feel at times I am going crazy

My heart races when she is around

As if my head is gonna explode

Its sort off a great feeling

But I am taking it in a negative sense as I don’t see a future in it

Donno where its gonna lead me

I feel like running away

But then; I know that she is the one that’s keeping me sane too

It’s becoming difficult to concentrate on work with her around

In fact I am going bonkers and nuts when I hear her

That’s what I love, her voice

Love the way her singing tingles something inside me 

Makes me feel alive

 

Aah!! Just love the way I am feeling and yet I am afraid of the same

Feels weird yet awesome

FEELS LIKE

Live more... Think less...!!!

Don't know what it feels like...!!

Don't know why it feels so...!!

Don't know whether i am sane... or have been born insane...!!

Yet again at crossroads.. but don't  know  which is the way ahead...!!

Has it been so , or is my mind playing games & yet, don't know if its lame...!!

less Thinking more Doing

Sometimes i lose my cool n sometimes its idifference and yet an irony when i think of life.. i don't know why my name is go kool...!!!


I dream , I aspire , yet I think again and reality strikes when i think i don't know what lies ahead...!!!


Life as such is less to think about and yet we don't realize that it has to be lived and not thought about...!!!


Live.., Inspire..., Feel..., Enjoy.... !!! LIFE is what we are all about...!!!!

ONAM - The spirit n soul of the togetherness in Kerala.

The say kerala is gods own country.I feel it as a marketing gimmick.

If you look closer and see by the eyes of a Keralite then its not much more than any regular screwed up state in India.

A state haunted by the literacy rate that we r proud of . People in kerala are so literate that they raise their voice n protest against whtz good as well as bad for us.

A single month doesnt go past without a hadtaal, strike or bandh 

U think of starting a business in kerala; means u r insane enough to even think f it.

A thousand political parties pop up every day, some secular, some  idealistic, some communist,some religious    n yet some fr just taking advantage when the iron is hot.

Every day you hear of someone killing someone n a lot more.

But you know one thing which is the best as well as the worst thing of Kerala... its people

Its fantastic that in kerala when you sleep at night u have peace of mind.. 

Even though theres a lot of flaws in this land and its people.. its our strength to accept each others flaws and live with it that keeps us together.

This is personified in the way we live in kerala..

The language is the same but different in different places..

The people are the same but different traditions and customs in different places

A land with varied religions,castes and sects of people all living together in harmony with some notes of the orchestra going up and down once in a while.

The spirit and soul of kerala is what we call ONAM.

Its unbelievable how one festival and that too a hindu one in belief brings together all the people in kerala.

Be it a Christian, Muslim or Hindu we all celebrate onam as one soul and spirit..

Lets come together and remember the one folk lore .. story or to say the one man lord Mahabali who brought us together ; not because he was a king but because he loved his people more than his kingship and kingdom..

At least let's love each other..

"HAPPY ONAM" to all.

Your Love .. Your Soul

u love n u like ...u love someone beyond urself ... that someone is your life n soul ... yet what good is that life without a soul...

u like n u live .... u live ur life .... like the boat in a river... then u feel a tremour... a lovely feeling... a ripple in the river .. that rocks ur boat .... a ripple that u feel is takin u to the ocean...

u live n u lose... u lose urself... like a caterpillar... u feel as if now u are a butterfly... u lose ur life ;then one before.. u embark a journey , fluttering n flying in search of that ripple that chaged ur life....

u lose u n u ar alive.... u ar alive for a moment...u live life like a mayfly... for 1 day ...forever... u get ur love n feel alive ... yet u lose it forever..u r alive yet u die forever...

u love u lament... u live ur soul out ... u get ur life ... u feel complete .. yet u r left alone n with an empty soul... u lament the death .. the death of your soul... being the despair of the who lost u forever...

u live u hope... u hope tht someday ... ur love wud be understood... that ur soul will find its body... ur value recognized... ur life fulfilled...yet u hope forever...

u love u love n u love forever... coz never dies n neither the soul ... its a journey ... a journey called life ... from one life to another ... be a caterpillar or a butterfly ... love is forever...

Blogging LIFE - Live Beyond

Creating my first blog...

Have posted replies on countless blog...read many.. liked many and even hated many.

Don't know why but today even i am blogging.

Didn't know that its called a web-log until i just checked.

Have always wondered "we share our lives with friends,family and loved ones.but why do all these people make a public display of their life & emotions".

But now even this hypocrite is blogging.

Now i think i know why there are millions of bloggers in the world.

Not to make a display of their lives, Not to mock others, Not to be popular, But just to reach out ... with our lives to many other lives. Just to know ,"how is it that others view life the way we see,feel and relish every bit of it.

Life is not just to live, its to live beyond self  and today I am just taking another step beyond my life.